Today I saw a water fountain and it made me want to cry.
That's all I want to be for you.
I don't know when my water turned to fire, but I want it back.
I think I know how.
A water fountain is always running. It doesn't feel the need to put on a show when people sit and watch.
It doesn't need to replenish itself for the critters who drink its water.
It just is and it flows and flows and flows in its own certainty.
I'm so sorry for losing my own serenity.
I am a water fountain and I'll be here for you whenever you need me or don't need me.
I'm just here and I flow.
I'm so scared of losing you, I fucked up. I get angry and I lose myself like a fire whose embers catch on to everything around it.
I need to remember what love is. Im here to love. What else do I have in this world if not for my love for you.
I'll never forget it again.
